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RETARDS AT WORK !

2007-06-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

met up with shaunna today, and we were all excited about the DXO party on tuesday! you can't imagine how mad we were! Shaunna was trying out uniform all and she wants to shorten her skirt! can you imagine??? ~~i can't !~~ hahaha. so we went to novena met up with marie and nut then went to town. OH guess what ? i saw the HOT cheerleader ! But they say he isn't hot at all ! He is like OMG ! then me and shaunna headed down to far east, i bought a pouch from ripcurl and it's in sexy pink ! coolshit. met stefan on the way. hahaha. so later we met DAVID ! oh i miss him sooo much ! it's been long since we last met up, that is why i miss him. We met NANA too, oh did you know her brother is a HOTTIE, according to shaunna la. haha. but agree-able. me and shaunna eventually walked to Heeren cause oh boredom and i met GLENNA and SHERRI! and miguel and their friend. yup. so that is all that happened today.

i need to study so badly but i need a source of inspiration ! HELP ANYONE????

2007-05-31T20:50:00.000+08:00

TODAY was NATASHA's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUZZIE ! It was pretty much boring la, i mean it's for kids and i am already pass that kiddy stage. right... haha. so later thay played street soccer, and me and my sis just watch them. i mean i can't play cause i was wearing a skirt, and they were too rough anyway. So we went to get a drink and smoke. then back to the court, my brothers scored like a couple of times. YEAH ! hahaha. what can i say it's in the blood ! hahha. after that headed home. Now i have to bathe and do two sets of maths paper that is due tomorrow. DARN IT! i have a long way to go and this means no sleep tonight.

2007-05-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

WHAT UP YA'LL ! okay i am back to blogging, and i am only doing this cause i am so freaking bored.

29th MAY 2007, i finally met up with my two nicoles ! i miss them terribly, i really did. We went to zouk on that day for VAUNT II. Mabel, Jamie, Kym, alex shaunna, nicc, lilnic, chai, liz, miguel were the only ones who went. But we lost one another in the club anyway, and only met up at like 2 plus. HA! ONE word to describe Zouk is AWESOME ! i really let my hair down, i totally did. I can't wait for Frolic@MOS on 12June. :D SO while mabel jamie and kym had homes to go back to, we were homeless. THE HOBOS, how do you spell it?. right. so we walked all the way to liang court. WE WALKEDDDD!!! I can't imagine myself doing that actually, cause we are CABBIES PEOPLE ! hahha. At macs we had an early breakfast and headed home at about 6 plusss. But my day didnt just end there, i had to go to school for CWO! imagine partying the whole night, no rest at all, i was made to do manual labour ! It was really a tiring day for me today, i had to do gardening and cleaning of classrooms! the worst part is i havent completed my a maths and e maths holiday homework that is due by this FRIDAY ! i am so SCREWED !

2007-04-01T17:11:00.000+08:00

MEL'S AND JON'S CHALET WAS THE BOMB !

-almost all the girls were drunk

-i smashed cake on russels face

-everyone was everywhere

-there were lots of drama

-i pucked in a drain

-and we had a hangover

-played april fools prank

-and so onnnn

-had fries with nicole wong nat and miguel

-went to nicole wong's house with nat

-then headed home

cheerleading was such a letdown but yeah, whatever.

2007-03-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

today i met up with my babes nicole wong and melissa chen + khandi and aaron at bishan. as usual mel was late. MEL WHEN WILL YOU EVER BE EARLYYYYY????! hahaha. so K+A went to RJC for some recording stuff while me and mel ate at yoshi and waited for nic. then we met Mr. Arriola. later i headed Home.
yesshhhh.
my god brother came for a visit after his long MIA. he was away for NS and the last time i met him was new year at coco latte. as usual he was being a pin in the ass.
The first thing he said to me when he came,
Eh,(acting all supirse and stuff) MORON !
YAR LA, not as if it was a nice hello or something but EH,.... MORON ! and he sat down ! WTH ???
hahaha

IF

If the sky ever drop
Will this motion ever stop?
If life's a prediction
Then are you my addiction?
If laughter was abandoned
Who would be blamed?
If toture's prevailed
What would we regained?
If smile was sadness
What's frowning then?
If the sun never shine
Would people still be kind?
If a child was frailed
Would he ever learn to fight?
If the fat were looked down
If the skinny were such letdowns
If the public never cared
What would we become?

2007-03-22T19:26:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD ! :D

just so you know i haven't been blogging. We made it to the FINALS and we will be performing at VIVO CITY on the 31st MARCH. so yesterday online i learnt what a bellboy meant, haha. Well it doesn't mean pressing the bell almost half the time but instead it is actually someone who carries the lugauge and opens the door. hahaha. so Chai boy is a BELLBOY.

i have been early for school this whole week ! HIP HIP HURRAY ! one more time of being late and i'll be suspended ! PHEW W W W. E maths test was such a letdown, i am really disappointed. it is my first time failing maths. I REALLY NEED TO revise through again.

2007-03-18T00:42:00.000+08:00

2007-03-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

okay so today is saturday which means i have tonight untill tomorrow to do all my homework.
tonight i shall do

1.ss worksheet
2.a maths co-ordinate geometry[i love this topic]
3.ss notes or either my malay paper

but before i do all these i am going to watch hana kimi, super good show !
and tomorrow i shall finish on the rest
1. a maths ex 19.1
2.read the whole book of an enemy of the people[done that but i'll have to do it again]
3. ss sturctured essay question

so much to do, so little times
which reminds me tomorrow there is veronica mars at 5.45 !

2007-03-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

we say WHATT

i miss them oh so dearly ! guys we shall have an outing soon !!!

2007-03-15T00:33:00.000+08:00

as her life crumbles down

2007-03-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

holidays are finally here but it doesn't seem like a holiday to me, my only free day is wednesday ! just imagine!

school= no social life !

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?

Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end

As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

2007-03-02T17:23:00.000+08:00

let's not be bothered by what is around us
let's not worry about the things we hear
let's not be afraid of our own fears
let's just try to focus on our life
no matter what upsets us
no matter what pulls us down
no matter what we have to go through
let's just face it with open arms
time will heal or dented souls
time will fill our tragic hearts
time will pass on really fast
either way let's just focus on life
our future maybe a bleak
our future is not known
our future is way ahead
let's work hard to do it right
life is unpredictable
life is sometimes unpromising
life is full of hopes and dreams
life is up to us to make.
without hard work
dremas are not fulfilled
without hardwork
success is not achieve
without pain and sweat nothing is impossible
for now, take a moment of your mind
think about all you want
think about what you want to be
think about your future that's a bleak
create a sensation
create some happiness
create a future
create your own state

2007-02-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

On monday and today we had IJ MISSION, so we had no lesson. HURRAY ! haha. IJ MISSION is the BOMB ! i SWEAR the MISSION TEAM were jokers ! they crack th most funniest jokes, and tell the most interesting stories that will make you laugh your ass off ! But it is really a memoriable experience, i mean you will learn something from it. It is hard to explain what i have learned. But once i step out of the hall today, i seriously feel like a changed person. They go through almost all the aspect in life. We reflect on our life and everything. We talk about relationship and friendship... and everything we go through in life the ups and the downs.

2007-02-27T20:24:00.000+08:00

Colours without definitions

Yellow bridge on the West Coast
Purple sun way up in the sky
Orange grass fills the streets
Blue birds flies all around

Women and men started to gather
Boys and girls started to chatter
Dogs and cats fill the park
Trees and trunks shaded the yard

Red water fills the river
Golden fish makes sparkling water
Black tears started to shatter
As faint grey melodies started to anchor

Purple orange blue and yellow
Makes the streets look less shallow
Red golden black and grey
Makes the people feel so gay

2007-02-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

wanna tell you a secret
and leave it on your lips
wanna sing it through your body
wanna tell it through this kiss
if i told you my secret
would you swear to keep it
would you swear to keep it

2007-02-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

Visions were demoralized
Hopes were tarnished
Social life were prohibited
Is it over yet?

Mind filled with words
Waiting to elude us
Mind filled with thoughts
Wanting to let go
Is it over yet?
I wonder….

I am really ANGRY with the school that sometimes I just feel like killing them! I mean seriously, we are taking our o levels and a relief teacher is given to us to teach?! I am not saying that she is a lousy teacher. She is good! It is just that we do not have a proper classroom, and changing from one classroom to another every 15 min is not what I want to be doing until my prelims and midyear comes! What is up with you guys??? And when we combine with the rest, she wants to hurry up and get on with the next topic after teaching us one lesson. What is up with her?! She ought to be in our shoes, then she will know how frustrating it is to suck in all the information that she is teaching at one go! I seriously feel so sorry for myself, I want to do better but in this situation I am having doubts! My head is just aching so badly each time I am in her classroom. My stress level is just up there waiting to explode any moment!

SCREW SCHOOL! The only thing I like about school is cheerleading, that is the only times that make me feel good about myself. What am I blabbering about? So anyways, I going to get on with my school work and I have a lit test tomorrow!

xoxo

BRENDAN

2007-02-21T20:05:00.001+08:00

BRENDAN

One day old, he was called Brendan
Three days time, he was brought home.
Smiles were seen upon their faces.
Joy and laughter filled their homes.
Two months passed, Brendan said yes
Two months time that is all he had.
Who knew he was sick
Who knew he was in pain
The third month came,
Brendan already was rushing.
He started to crawl,
And soon enough he could walk.
But no one knew he was sick
No one knew he was in pain
Brendan’s final month came rushing in like a tide wave
Brendan’s final goodbye, yet no one knew.
Not family, nor his loved ones.
He looked at them, unable to describe his feelings
He looked at them, and started to shriek
Mummy and daddy started singing
Brendan’s eyes filled with so many tears
His only wish was if he could speak
His only wish was being able to live
His only wish was never to say goodbye
But his wish were not granted
His wish were not fulfilled
At his final moment
At his final blow
He said,
MUMMY DADDY I LOVE YOU!
And within a split second Brendan was gone.

THUNDER

2007-02-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

THUNDER

This sorrowful lane filled with screams and tears
This empty street full of darkness and dullness
The children’s laughter were fading
The happy times were over
How ironic?
The sun is up
Play time is here
But the streets were empty
Playgrounds were destroyed
Children were hiding
Families were weeping
This was no happy ending
The city was filled with troops
They surrounded the streets
They were armed with weapons
Families were separated
Children were not spared
Women were raped
Men were tortured
Food was limited
And the innocent suffered

Is there no love in the place we call home?
Is there no shame for the people who rape?
Is there no justice for the people torture?
Is there no end of all this sufferings?

Only time will heal those souls who scream

2007-02-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

LET IT PASS

My definition of your explanation
My understanding of your clarity
My knowledge of your passing
My desperation of your vagueness

Let it pass, let it pass

Everything’s painted between the two
Everything’s tainted between the souls
Everything’s stated between the lines
Everything’s written between the pages

Burn the page, burn the history
Let it pass, let it pass

Something’s in the way
Something’s stuck between the two
Something’s reminiscing the past
Bringing back the old days

Let it pass, let it pass

My words are eluding me
My mind’s turning a blank
My heart is compressing
My breath is slowing

I’m about to break, I’m about to cry
Let it pass, let it pass

2007-02-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

Desperation of truth and lies

Truth makes one depressed
Truth lowers one’s soul
Truth spoils one’s mood
Truth is never good

Truth is like a soured apple
Truth is just a nasty child
Truth can be nice sometimes
But is that truth, or a simple lie?

Truth is unpredictable
Truth isn’t so plain simple
Truth comes and goes
Truth is invisible

Truth is in front our eyes
Even if we close one eye
Choosing not to listen
Choosing not to see

We ignore the truth sometimes
Contaminating our brains with lies
Lies to make us feel good about
Lies to make us feel proud at times

Lies are simple to make
Lies are simple to think
Lies to hide the truth from others
And lies to gives a sense of pride

Lies can be dangerous
Lies can hurt a person
Lies are like little devils
Taking over our little brains

Lies are like paper dolls
Easily uncovered by the truth
Lies can make you look bad
Even if it’s for the good

Take this time to reflect
On all the lies that you made
Even for the good or bad
Learn to tell the truth.

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so it is finally friday ! school's out ya'll ! like finally i have time off from school ! school is so dull and depressing. haven't been studying lately. there's is practically no time. homework homEWORK and TONS OF HOMEWORK ! and besides i have test almost everyday ! BUMMER ! TOLERATION IS THE KEY TO SECCESS ! is it? hahaha. i have no i dea. i failed my ss test ! i am really disappointed in myself ! i need a sort of motivation.... hmmm.
anyway i have been wasting my time doing up poems for sjc poetry competition. IT is stupid cause all literature girls must submit at least one poem. my poems are so dull, boring, doesn't bring any meaning sometimes...! arghhh!
i will blog when i am free. mid year is in april prelim in july and o levels in october
come to think of it i should STOP going out and start studying like really do that ! it is so stressful when you think about the few months that you are left with to study for your o levels.

XOXO-

2007-02-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

PROMISES

If you leave me one day
Promise me you will return
If studies is occupying you each day
Please do not neglect me
If days pass without my sight
Promise me I would not be forgotten
But if one day, you will leave for good
Then promise me that I will be well remembered
If one day we will meet on the streets
Then our love will be well kept
But if one day you don’t recognize me
Then let this love leave for good
Though it’s unbearable
Though it’s tough
Wouldn’t it be better if you were happier this way?
But if one day we ever do communicate
Promise me it would be a new start
Promise me it would be a new beginning
And if you ever find someone new
Promise me that you will at least cherished the memories
Memories of all the littlest things we shared
Even though it is not right and it seems unfair.

2007-02-10T15:44:00.000+08:00

FRAIL CHILD

I am young;
I am cold,
I had no one to hold.
I am a loner;
I am a loser,
I was never known.
I sat alone;
I walked alone,
I befriended myself.
I am invisible,
In the eyes of others.
I tried voicing out,
But no one listened.
I tried speaking,
But no one heard.
Life was miserable.
Life was tough.
And yet, I hang on to it.
Like a frail child.

2007-02-10T15:43:00.000+08:00

BROKEN CIRCLE

Mother was a homemaker
Father was a fishmonger
Sister was a teacher
And I was a student

Mother always cried
Father always scolded
Sister never said a word
And I am always cold

Mother looked in despair
Father looked so weary
Sister never looked the same
And I looked in tears

Mother never spoke a word
Father spoke a dozen different tongues
Sister only knew one word
And I was trying to learn them all

Mother hated father
Father hated sister
Sister hated father
And I hated everyone
What is a family then, if there wasn’t any bond?

2007-02-10T15:40:00.000+08:00

EMOTIONS ENTWINED

I sat and stare, at my blank page.
I felt so torn, so I picked up a pen.
I started to write, and not think of time
I started to write, till my eyes tear blood
I felt so lost, I felt so torn
I felt so empty, that life felt jaded
I tried so hard, to do so well
I tried so hard, that it went unnoticed
Did my effort go to waste?
Is my effort a forlorn quest?
Though I had too much fun
Though I had too much laughs
I never did fail to reach for my quest
My quest to do well
My quest to be happy
But why do all these feel so wrong?
Why did all these cause me pain?
Why did all these cause me hurt?
Will I be able to be given a chance?
Will I be able to be given some hope?
A plate of faith will ease my pain
A change of destiny would do some good
Why now?
Why this?
Why?
Am I to blame, for the future of my state?

2007-02-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

SHE

She dares to dream
She dares to wish
She dares to hope
All these dares to make herself feel complete
But everything seems picture perfect
Is she really feeling complete?
Is she really happy?
Is she really satisfied?
We never know for she will never reveal.
All the tears she cries
All the pain she feels
Why doesn’t she share?
Why does she keep it within her?
Why does she hide?
All these to show her strong side
To show that she is never weak
To show that she is never emotional
To show that there is no deep side of her
She want to make it seen that everything is plain simple
But behind all these, we know that she is in pain
Misery was following her every footstep
Her dreams were always crush
Her hopes were always tarnish
Her wish never falls through
But still no one has come to help her
Deep inside she is feeling pain
Feeling miserable
Feeling so lost
Even when asked she would never admit it.

2007-02-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

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2007-02-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

nothing from the ground is good enough

2007-02-04T10:00:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY.
went to school at one for some cheerleading thing at Jalan Besar. HAD a hell lot of fun. I went up a couple of times. YUPPP ! SCARED, TERRIFIED, but i think i've overcome my fear..... maybe. hahahha. ohoh this is a must say... I MET A MAJOR HOTTIE CHEERLEADER ! hahahha. what the hell la !
later meet shaunna nicc and david on the bus. On our way to DXO. met stefan later too. it was FUN at first, cause we had a lot of space to dance at stuff, but when everyone got in it was PACKED i tell you !!!! So me and nicc were literally MOLESTED at DXO ! One MATT just touch our ass, as in literally touching !!!!PARANOID TO THE EXTEND !
so later we when to meet CHAI CHAI, it was god damn unlucky because they checked our ic and stuff because of a fight! do we look like we come from a GANG???? ABSOLUTELY NOT !!
then later me nicc issey and NIRMALAN cabbed home. so me and issey were homeless. hahaha. we toured around fernvale. sort off.
then we had BREAKFAST
SO I FOUND A NEW CAMWHORE PERSONN !!!

MR ISSEY LIM !

2007-02-01T19:05:00.000+08:00

so i didn't sleep at all today. feeling tired, but i can't fall asleep just yet. i am feeling very depressed. OFICCIAL LONER IN SCHOOL! i'm living in a world full of denial. i deny the fact that i do not understand what is taught in school, i deny the fact that i am lacking behind, i deny the fact that every little bit of thing is stressing me out. I deny the fact that the workload given is satisfying....

it's only the second month, and my stress level is all the way above my head. i feel like exploding. i feel like i'm in need of fresh air. i can't take this shit anymore.
i need to voice it out.
my head is spinning
i feel the pressure.
i am afraid i might not be able to go on
everywhere i see fear,
fear that i might not do well for o levels
fear that i will not be what i want to be
fear that i might not reach the expectations of my love once
i fear disappointment

2007-01-29T15:19:00.000+08:00

BIOLOGY bioLOGY BIOOOOwhatlogy

BUMMER !

school was FUN ! UBER FUN !
yes I LOVE SCHOOL
can't wait FOR TOMORROW!

2007-01-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

Why don't you get outta my life, get outta my sight, get off oh my back why dont u go back to ur world

tomorrow's school.
i have nothing to talk about
life's a bitch, adn i am trying to tolerate it
i have to stop telling myself school is boring
change my mindset
that way i will LOVE school !
sure thing....
: D

2007-01-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

i am aimlessly looking for my book by lee harper, To Kill A Mocking Bird.....

Mrs tan told us about the storyline, so it's a must read book. but its sold out in most places !!!

2007-01-25T14:01:00.000+08:00

i didn't go to school today. woke up with a headache, and i am really really tired.

late night studies=tired

2007-01-23T00:17:00.000+08:00

Rufio- let fate decide.

okay so when i said i will not blog anymore for a long time, that was just shiTT !

got my student personal organizer, as ugly as always....

i've been studying for a long time, i need a break !

biology is so complex now, we are going into each and every detail, boy i am dyingggg

exams have not even started, and i am feeling the stresss.

TMAI !

social studies test tomorrow, actually it is today !

xoxo

2007-01-21T17:54:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY

KA-CHING KA-CHING BLING BLING BLING !
My essay is FINALLY DONEEE !!
:D
1.yesterday when for a gig @DXO
2. then went to the after party. @DXO

dont look at my date heading, cause i realized it is soooo WRONG !

let me say, this will be my last time blogging
my last time CLUBBING
my last TIME OF FUN !
NEXT WEEK IS STUDDYYYYYY !that is tomorrow
okay got to catch up on my homework
XOXO

2007-01-20T14:33:00.000+08:00

i am still working on my compo....
if there's one thing i could change in life.....
I am very thankful for the life that was given to me. I am thankful for the pair of legs, that allows me to travel from one place to another. These pair of hands, that allows me to feel and pen down my thoughts on a piece of blank sheet. These pair of eyes, that allows me to look at the amazing world with full view of expression. These pair of ears, that allows me to listen to all the different genre of music. A mouth that allows me to speak a dozen different tongues. Lastly a nose, that allows me to inhale and exhale and live my life with full of hopes and dreams. In life everyone goes through ups and downs, but sometimes it is up to us to decide how we want our life to turn out. This is why people make mistakes, and therefore we learn from it. If there is one thing i life i could change, i would change the way people think about mistakes.
and so on....

off now, going to watch caracal @dxo!

xoxo

2007-01-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

the name is EMILL.

Drawing is the most fun thing.

my 500 word essay, still working on it

an alien invaded my compo, haha

ka-ching ka-ching, bling bling BLING !

2007-01-19T14:16:00.000+08:00

boredom takes me to lala-land....

okay so i didnt go to school today was having an upset tummy[really bad].anyway, school's such a bore. i dont see a need to go to school, when i can just stay home and studyyy.arghhh. i want to change my blogskins badly, but i can't seem to get the codess, so annoying damn it ! i'm sooo bored now, i want to go for ngee ann poly open house but its going to rain soon, so maybe i'll go tomorrow.

things to dooo..
1. english essay.
2. call hannah and ask what's for homework
3. do my homework
4. start studying[cause i am lacking behind . ]

my dream course. my dream course. my dream course. my dream course. my dream course.

2007-01-18T19:13:00.000+08:00

my cash flow would never ever ever end.... i need to do some shopping, urge to slurge my cashhhh....

went to tamasek poly today... life in poly soo much fun i figured maybe i should go to a poly.. hmmm. still so long, like next year shall think about it.

i have a billion homework to do !
A MATHS
EMATHS
ENGLISH, my 500 word essay is still not done !!
ka-ching ka-ching BLING BLING !

xoxo

2007-01-17T19:03:00.000+08:00

mrs debra tan was our lit teacher ! so drama is my cca again. i like finally turn up for it after so so freaking long. hahahaha, oh well just get it done and over with ! school started at 8.30 today, i will be having rugby for pe this few months! yup coolshit! i think i am lacking on all my infos for most of my subject. today physics, i cant reallly recall my physics stuff ! BUMMER ! prelims in july so i have exactly 5 months or maybe lesser to studyyy ! i am so scared la. okay, so friday i have drama again, cca orientation, will be doing lots of fun stuff like dressing up ! hahahah, cant wait but i dont feel like going.. oh wells, shall think about it !

i miss my babes ! shall meet up soon but not this week, i have test to study forrrrr !

<3 ya'll

xoxo

2007-01-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

monday.
monday late for school again. so i cabbed down . i have to start waking up early, cab fare has been digging a big HOLE in my FREAKING wallet ! had cheerleading, for like half an hour. damn short we only did like stunts. i studied my biology, i forgot like all the facts so now i have to start absorbing everythinggggg. school is just passing by so so so slowly..... don't ya'll agree....?

tuesday.
my alarm clock ran out of battery so it pause time at 3 am
hahahaha, thank goodness i woke up early. i am so freaking tired. was studying biology till like 12 am.finally infos in my brain.all in. lessons today was so boring. there is like 25 people in my malay class. and the room is so small. i mean where's the ventilation, i was dying !!! i HaVE lots of homework and homework. so stonned the whole day.
i have to study now. bb

i was bored in class. drawing is a motivation the only way for me to study is to draw out whats in my mind. so a visual art piece ! hahahahha

2007-01-14T15:25:00.000+08:00

this week lots has been happening. field trips and more...

wednesday
we went to the supreme court .
fantastic i tell you ! hahaha. we lunch at pastamania,and home home

thursday.
we went to HWA. it was quite scarey but i guess its okay, met reynold ! damien alfy and ameer later in town with hannah and kay ! got my LIP SMACKER !

FRIDAY
didnt go school. went to meet shaunna at her place watched wimbledon. then cabbed down to far east, met david. NICOLE WONG AND NICOLE TAN CAMEEEEE !! i miss my two babes !! its been long since we last saw each other. so later i cabbed down to vivo city to meet reynold! damien and ameer and alfy and hannah joined us later ! then went back to far east to meet the rest of the ij tpians and ij sjcians.

SATURDAY
reynold left today.
went dxo like at 12 midnight. cause there were too many people me and ape couldnt get in. shaunna pat stefan was already in the came like super early la.so clare and her boyfriend gave us the tag and we manage to walk in! but we only stayed like for a few mins. like half and hour. issey was in there too. but he left looking for his friend. so later we went to pasir ris mel's chalet stayed there like until 5. peter chai and nicc met us there !! hahaha. 5.30 we headed to macs. and went home at 6 plus. and now i have to do my homework....!.

oh he's so beautiful, he's such a beautiful disaster

2007-01-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

tonight- FM static

i just finish eating like an hour ago so i'm too full to even to be able to close my eyes and sleep. i am like totally awake now. REYNOLD'S BACK ! i'm going on a field trip tomorrow on some learning journey thing. i dont see a need to go, i am like 17 field trip is so last summer. i need to do something adult ! THe school should be giving us more priorities, since we're like 17 and some are 18, aren't we like abit too old for this sort of stuff. oh wells.

today cheerleading, guess what's our team name, WHATT! yes, WHATT. WHA-with a double- T ! thats it. hahaha. so we like did a few stunts. i swear all of us has grown into wilted plants. too weak to even lift a person up. almost died lifting people. now my wrists hurts so bad, and my belly too. i did my bridge today, like after a long long time. i could actually hear my bone crack. ouch yes. my body like really stretch..... painnnnn

to my five chics and a dude,
babes i havent seen ya'll for the longest time in my whole entire lifeeee. i feel so lonely without you guys, knowing the emptiness when i look around the canteen aimlessly searching for my lost souls. okay enough of the dramatic moments. I MISS YA'LL. SHALL MEET UP REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL REAL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNN I <3>

2007-01-08T11:45:00.000+08:00

okay so i didn't go to school today. overslept, after staying up till like 2 am just to read a book called kite runner. its a very good book, it tells you about life from rich to not so rich... and about the war, how life was like for him. i borrowed the book from david.
today should be the first day where lessons officially starts. but we'll be only having english, maths and social studies for today and tomorrow. so i wont miss much or maybe i wouldnt miss anything at all. yup.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONN !!

2007-01-05T21:23:00.000+08:00

2007-01-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

met NATOLYY! and SEAN and DONN and DAVID and MABEL and KELLY and JOANNE and STEFAN ! hang out season. chill at long john for a long long long long long long long time.
damn it i have like maths homework. going to start with my amaths practice tmr. real soon. i have to brush up on my skills.

going to ZZZZZZ snooze now.
bb.
xoxo

nicole wong starting school tomorrow. GOOD LUCK BABE ! ALL THE BEST,
and when you find new friends dont forget us !

2007-01-03T18:40:00.000+08:00

NEW YEAR @ coco latte !
SPLENDID !!

1ST day of SCHOOL
so first day of school was torture for me as usual and also a nightmare !!!
4d and 4b had to combine class to form one class. i mean can you imagine?? The noise from 27 of my classmates was already enough and now we have 46 !!GOODNESS ! so we had like a long talk until recess, BORING... spot check as usual. my belt was freaking high so i have like a clean record, that is for now. then we had a photo taking thing, the man is crazy, he told me to push back my feelers. i'll look like a complete retard in the picture. hahaha. So like later, we had height and weight, i SHRINKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ! can you imagine???? !!! NO !! how can a person shrink. TMAI !!! and i lost 3 kg. RING RING. after school met shaunna for LUNCHHHHYY !
oh, school's timetable like totally change. Monday, Tuesday and Thursday we start at 7.30 and end at 2.10 [long hourssss !] friday we end at 1.35 and start at 7.30. the best part is WEDNESDAY ! we start school at like 8.30 ! and end at 2.10. shiok ballllssss....

xoxo

2006-12-30T22:13:00.001+08:00

i just had a good delicious meal, KFC and herbal egg. an odd combination, but still satisfying. haha.

ONE MORE DAY TO 2007!

so as usually, we'll plan on our new year' s resolution. it's very ironic, because when we plan something we are suppose to follow according to what we've plan but i dont see myself or i doubt anyone in the world actually follow their long list of resolution. hahahha. maybe it's just the excitement of penning it down . okay, enough of my grandmother's story.
so as my list goes....
1. study hard really really hard for o levels.
2. go HOME STRAIGHT home after school
3.less tv
4.less outing
5. less late nights
6. read more story books
7. actuallly study malay
8. be nice to my classmates
9.be nice to my siblings and parents
10. HANG OUT WITH 5 CHICS AND A DUDE !!!
like they said, save the best forlast !! hahahaha

2006-12-30T22:13:00.000+08:00

i just had a good delicious meal, KFC and herbal egg. an odd combination, but still satisfying. haha.

ONE MORE DAY TO 2007!

so as usually, we'll plan on our new year' s resolution. it's very ironic, because when we plan something e are suppose to follow according to what we've plan but i dont see myself or i doubt anyone in the world actually follow their long list of resolution. hahahha. maybe it's just the excitement of penning it down . okay, enough of my grandmother's story.
so as my list goes....
1. study hard really really hard for o levels.
2. go HOME STRAIGHT home after school
3.less tv
4.less outing
5. less late nights
6. read more story books
7. actuallly study malay
8. be nice to my classmates
9.be nice to my siblings and parents
10. HANG OUT WITH 5 CHICS AND A DUDE !!!
like they said, save the best forlast !! hahahaha

2006-12-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

MOMO WAS THE BOMB ! hahahha,
nat's christmas partaye was superb ! hahah/ we played truth and dare and later dare and dare. so went me nicc daryl melvin were siting in the dinning table we told jokes. all of our lamest jokes. then everyone came and join us.
overall, i had fun after being quarantined in my house. still sick but only a cough so it isnt so bad !

NEW YEAR'S coming !!
in a matter of days.....

2006-12-27T22:01:00.001+08:00

i am still sick. damn 4 days of sickness. i am dying. being sick=no outing, stay home. so i didnt go for mel's party, sorry, i was still sick. so i dont have throat ulcer afterall doctor say its a throat infection, and i have difficulty in swallowing food, i am suffering from dizziness and breathing difficulties, my fever is also not going any lower but higher and high. terrible i swear. i am like in a total misery ! stupid rain, the wheater is getting worst and worst.

i am going to sleep now

xoxo

2006-12-27T22:01:00.000+08:00

2006-12-25T16:45:00.000+08:00

sick on christmas !
BUMMER !!!! @#%$*%#@($#%

2006-12-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

went to DXO yesterday.
one word-
coolshit !!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!

tonigh- FM Static
the stars are holding you tonight

2006-12-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

so i haven't been blogging for along time. firstly, let's start with I'M FINALLY 16 ! : D
i had an AWESOME SWEET SIXTEEN THANKS TO MY LOVELY FRIENDS ! LOVES LOVES
so i got back my results on monday. most tormenting moment of my life... my heart was beating so fast. and i was scared of failing. but i manage to clinge 5 points !! i was jumping with joy ! haha.
i had like A1 for humanities., SHOCKING i swear cause i got like D7 during prelims. from a D7 to A1 can you believe it?? i can't hahahha. A2 for english, and Emaths.not too happy for emaths cause i was hoping for an A1.but its all good i guess. B3 for science. and guess what la, i pass A maths, i was shocked, really i thought i would fail it cause i always fail a maths, but suprising, a B4 ! hahah. and malay a B4, happy cause i always get c5 or c6 first time a B for malay la ! :D
so like emill maybe the most blur one in the family, but sorry ellis and khai i beat ya'll ! IN YOUR FACE ! hahahhaa. so now got to start mugging hard for O levels ! yesterday went to Attica, i had like a hell lot of fun in there dancing. now my legs hurt badly . hahaha, so yup thats about it

2006-12-14T09:48:00.000+08:00

ONE MORE DAY LA !!! hahahah.

yesterday, funny moment. my younger bro was asking a number to call, so i gave justin. hahahaha. it was hilarious i swear. PRANKSTER. couldn't stop laughing when i told him that he just got punk'd hahahaha.

2006-12-12T20:44:00.000+08:00

i'm sick. like really sick fever and a cold. what a time to be sick. my nose is so annoying, i feel like cutting it off! LIKE LITERALLY USING A KNIFE so that it wouldn't leak, like an undisclosed tap! wth !

3 MORE DAYS, finally sixteen !

thanks judith for helping me with my links ! LOVE YOU BITCH ! but i cant enter ur blog ! howww???

2006-12-11T19:29:00.000+08:00

okay so i was reading a book by wendy mass, called LEAP DAY, guess what i discovered there's actually a 29 feb. amazing, yet true. but in comes like once every after how many years. thank goodness i'm not born on 29 feb.

so countdown baby ! 4 more days, to a fabulous SWEET SIXTEEN !!!

:D

2006-12-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

IS LILY ALLEN ELVIS PRESLY"S GRAND DAUGHTER ?
i remember reading the newspaper, about her. but i'mnot sure if its the right girl ! hahahahha

2006-12-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking alot about the advertisement on the signet speed internet access thing. dont ask why, it just happened. i mean like how can someone use colours to tell a story. i mean we all know that signet is criticising starhub, for its slowness in internet access. i mean who would know. it's just colours that are used. hahaha. i better shut it before i get sued !! ZIPZIPZIPZIPZIP!

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

lily allen- littlest things

2006-12-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

tuesday. went to the school play with nic mel daryl edmund chris jon... it's about shanghai 1935. goodness, it was so boring... and their ascent is annoying. maybe it's because the scene is just too long. but it was okay i guess. so we left after part 1 damn, wasted $20 !! but CHRIS will be treating us! hahahaha. then we went to mos, sat on the bridge and drank....oh oh we took a trishaw to mos ! COOLSHIT ! TMAI ! hahhaha. i finally saw shaunna, damn i miss her ! so i finally saw all my babes ! AND DARYL AND EDMUND> haven't seen them for quite awhile. hahaha.
thursday. went town to watch 'HAPPY FEET', well not exactly we watched cinderella instead and lied to daryl it was happy feet, he is afraid you see. well; its okay daryl we all have fears. hahaha. after the movie we ate at newton. YUMMILICOUS !

I AM ALL LIGHT UP !

2006-12-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

so i am back. alive once more. my old blog is screwed so this is a new one. tag me people ! so one more month till school starts and 18 more days to my results! BUMMER !
Shuanna's back from aussie, and the good thing is that she won't be living for another 2 more years, but the annoying thing is that we wasted our tears for her, for no right reason ! TMAI ! shaunna you're such a BITCH LA ! but we love you still !!!
holidays are so boring. both nic and nicc pierced their belly today ! guys i want it tooo !!! hahaha. finally i like have a life again, blogging can be such a bore sometimes but however, it can be exciting too. wait i'm contradicting myself. yup, whatever. I've been going to the library and borrowing books lately, reading is so much fun now that holidays are on. and besides i ain't working and i am not going to anyway, working is to tough for me, not up to it maybe next year. Besides school is starting in a month's time : D. Can't wait for it, get over the boredom of staying home and not knowing what to do, growing fat day by day by eating and just lying on the couch watching MTV. This is not the kind of life i want ! Man i have so many things to say. You know i dreamed about becoming a host of some television show, hahahha. Like that will ever happened... well, maybe ten thousand years later ! hahahaha. okay i'm poking fun at my ownself. WTH ! I miss 5 chics and a dude ! i miss all my babes, mel, nicc, nic, nat,sean ! i like haven't seen them in a million years !!
oh ya, my blog doesn't have any links, dont know how to add them without those examples. so yup. i'll firgure it out soon... very soon i'm sure.
so that's all for today folks ! :D
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2006-12-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

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